The YOU MATTER Movement

The Road I Call Home-Portraits and Stories

MARANDA

Maranda as featured in the art exhibition, The Road I Call Home-Portraits and Stories of our Homeless Friends by RANDY BACON

PHOTO BY RANDY BACON

MARANDA’S STORY

 

The day I had my daughter, I pretty much became homeless. I was at my Mom’s when I went into labor, and after that I couldn’t go back to her house. We just stayed in the car, stayed at a friend’s house. I was able to sleep there most of the time at night. During the day I just went places with the kids. I was homeless for about a month at that time.

I know how hopeless it feels to be homeless and how scary it is not knowing what’s next. I’d tell someone who is homeless to just keep trying and keep believing. Just to know that they are cared about. That’s all it takes - it just takes a second to smile at somebody or look at someone and say “hey, I care” or “hey, how are you?”. When you’re that lost, you’re hopeless. People who come up and hug me, or say “how are you doing”, “how can I help”, or “I’m thinking about you”. That’s all it takes. My advice to a newly homeless person would be. Find support. Believe in yourself.

If you see someone on the street, be kind. I mean, no matter if you have something give them, money, help - some people just don’t have it, but it doesn’t cost anything to be kind to someone. Treat them like the human being that they are. The world is made up of people. People make the world go round. People have different stories. But it doesn’t mean that’s what makes them who they are. Good, bad and everyone has a story. If you’re not kind to one another, what is there? Just be kind to them. Don’t judge people.

With Doug, my husband and father to our kids, homelessness was chronic. I saw him go through it - he feared it. He hated it. Horribly. When things started to go bad with losing our apartment, right before he died, I know how afraid he was because he was a recovering addict, and if he got out on the street again, he didn’t want to become that again. Eleven months ago today I lost Doug. He committed suicide - part of me died that day too.

I keep moving forward because of the kids. If it weren’t for the kids, I don’t know that I could. I found hope in my kids. They make me not want to give up. They are my little pieces of heaven.

Just love the people that are in your life. Even the people that are closest to you, you don’t necessarily know what’s going on in their heads completely. Love people. Embrace things, embrace people. Listen - don’t just hear them, listen. Listen to people’s stories and love them in their entirety. Good, bad, sad… their faults, their flaws… love everything about them. Know it and love them anyway. When things were rough between Doug and I - we had rough times - one of the things he would always say to me is “I love you anyways” before he would leave for work. It’s become one of my favorite things - love people anyways. 

Randy Bacon